Nothing much to say today...mood was bad..now quite ok...sometimes i just cannot understand..to me..I don't want to know anything..neither do I want to bother..im tired..truly tired. I walked home today..the wind was blowing softly..i began to think of wad happened..and reflected it against wad had happened in the past...i realised that it was all connected...connected to my selfishness and doings..the wind blew harder..I feel it blowing my troubles away...blown so far and quick..and I began to ponder..should I chase after it..I decided to let it go..the leaves succumb to the wind..slow and cadenced..they fell onto the ground softly..leaving no trace of dignity..soft and quiet..the wind blows, always dere..yet never seen..and never will be....